Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Today was a sad n bad day for me this is my opinion..Cox after recess at class outside happened a lot of problem..i saw them happily playing catching but nv expact that they turn out to qurreal wif each other until very angry n fierce sia..many ppl in our class seen to be supporting him cox they think that wat my frenx did was wrong..she should not slap him in front of everyone n make him lost his pride or face la..but she explain to me that he also kik her leg very painful but he still ok but until he walk half way come bak to her,he scold her..last time they used to play with each other until so mad but this time they feel very ngry with each other..haixx..!!some guys support guy sia cox they think that girl should not slap guy cox they will lost their pride and is very embaressing for him in front of everyone..but she think that is just playing around,y cant the guy be less serious abt it..!! their opinion n thinking is not the same.Teacher let us use the computer cox nth to do liao..von say to me on two ways for me to go..me very sad lor..!! cox she n i already make a promised 2 each other in the library that we must be together den she told me to make a decision.after listenning finish,i was very sad n disappointed..y must like that lei?? den i feel very lonely n left out la..the 2 guys dunno y go sit behind us n keep saying von..i was very sad n hurt lor..y must he say my frenx until so cruel n too much lei ever i noe that my frenx also got wrong..**still told me b4,i dun go kpo other ppl things now everythings change lor**den the lesson finsh,we went carteen 2 accompany von buy drink after that went in the room for the subject in my heart that time was very sad lor den tears come down from my eyes cox i feel that fang,ying n von dun wan me liao..sad lor..!!anyhow do the work which teacher say must finish after the lesson end n pass up if not cannot go..von ai wei me n tell me that li chiu n zoe want tok to us..we go bs mac..so i come out of the room n say byebye to feng they all after that headed toward the school gate n my way out..sianxx la so stress n fan lor in order to let go off it i rush n walk very fast..but kelly was behind following me in order to keep up my speed..den i wait 4 them to come in the mac n we chat lor..den we went buy ring file for the subject tml n say byebye to lichiu n zoe..after that,we went HDB level 6 to chat with each other abt wat happened..it was solved that the area which make me n von happy..got one auty told her child dun*** kpo kpo kpo kpo kpo kpo** in chinese..so many times lor von n me were laughing n we slowly got confident handing with ourselve liao..den everythings were fine n we went J8 to shop,we went wetsons to take the folyer for the subject which ask abt eyes care..we also take for feng n ying cox they 4got n went home liao..Von n i were so touching on wat feng n ying have did for us..we were very happy..thank you very much..but i think i need to let go of sth n 4get them like wat i did toward love last time..bless another or let go ..!!But i dunno i can do it or not i promised von that i will try!! sianxx la among the guy i have met previous years this is really better den them lor but i got to sacrifice my love in order for everyone to be happy..but i understand de..cox i feel that it is the best chioce for us to be happy n satisfield no matter wat happened.it will not lost yr pride or u will be very stress abt yrself n friend matters..A few memory will do for me to keep n remember de..this year quite lame n silly for me de..haixx..!! dun wan say liao..!! i want to forget u!! i want to forget u no matter wat..i want forget u is the best de u must believe me ..!! but nvm if u dun understand..FORGET U!!!!!!!!!! erm maybe i am not good enought for u ba..but nvm de..hope u will find a good girl soon..i bless u all the best...i will stop myself for thinking of u or sms u or seeing u..haha!!
I love myself 
5:50 AM
5:50 AM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Today got many things happened in school..got one is happy n another one is angry!!
so pai seh lor early in the morning gave that guy lollipop lor my frenxs ever encourage me..!!aiyo,so pai seh la some lesson cannot concentrate much cox keep thinking of this problem n den ask yvonne hw...!! yvonne sure feel i very fan de cox she sit next to me!!..alamak sorry von!! :( i am so troublesome!! huh,the next matter which make me angry is that simin call me n yanying bitch when she sms li chiu..lucky li chiu told us everythings..n von n me also told her the whole story cox dun wan them hurt also..so actually want to settled things properly with simin in the library,we gave her last chance to tell us the truth but she still refused to say anythings or tell us the truth..we keep asking her question but she keep answer dunno or got meh!!wow!! we ask her y u call peiwen n yanying bitch**her answer is got meh?? infront of li chiu also..den we gave her c lichiu hp de msg.. den she apologise to use n her sorry is not sincerely lor..then yvonne must explained to her clearly..wow,den also can c yanying very angry but after that she still can cool down stay calm..until the whole lesson end,she still dun wan say out the true..haixx
so we went bak to class 4 nxt lesson..den heard the bell ring n is break time so we went out to have our lunch at mac..li chiu,zoe,yanying,yifang,yvonne,kelly n fuad altogether we set off..! after finish our lunch,half way saw fazil they all in the bus stop..they were quencing to take bus bak to school n we were walking bak..haha,we reach school liao,they still havent reach school so at class wait for them come bak den say them lor..wow,that fazli hor faster rush in front of my table n give me some kind of innocent face..LOL!! den yvonne say yr dear dear lei..me just say dun give me this kind of innocent face,i am not interested to look at it..like i usually say in term 1 n 2..a while later teacher come to class n lesson start again...after school,kelly,yvonne n me went to bishan de library to do our blog n found out two interesting n cute pet wedsite which is in my blog!!den go drink bubble tea after that went home..zzz!!
den come bak home,finish my showing saw simin de msg..she say to me that she is sorry abt the past on wat she did to me..she make up story to make us angry because she was under a lot of stress n she promised zoe that she wont do this kind of things again.she say that she will prove to me that i will c a different person of her after we graduate..she ask me to give her a chance to change n forgive her..after hearing this i really feel disappointed on wat she did,i dunno want to give her a chance mah?? but i really hope she will change..n she already told us a lot of lie n fake story heard de also sianxx lor..but really hope she can change..yvonne say she maybe already forgave her liao..!! but inside my heart i still cannot forgot wat she did..it really hurt me when ppl insult of me n curse me ever scold me a bitch** that the things i really cant forgave..!! but i dunno la maybe a person will change or a leopard wont change it spot??xx haixx...
den sms that toot guy make me pai seh again!! at school pai seh sms also pai seh aiyo,how la how la...!! T.T
i want cry liao got any way for me to escape from him mah?? tml go school dunno wat happen..maybe he there laughing at me for being so lame n silly lor..zzz
thank you yvonne for giving me instrution on how to go make pet..!! well so happy ^.^
pet pet <3<3
I love myself
4:08 AM
4:08 AM
