Friday, July 27, 2007
2day was a rainning day,go school as usual and the first lesson is POA so went to the locker n took our file..after that went in to C3-04 but auty chew say our class suppose to be C3-08 nxt time must take note..so wait until her lesson end..today nv went for PE lesson cox the 1st period sure running after that den is free games..so my sisters n i decided dun go for just one lesson..we went j8 eat din sum n accompany yifang go home cox she sick..!!after that we took the another train from opposite went orchard for shopping a while cox yanying need to repair her phone..haha!! quite happy for me cox we three nv bring any unbrella so we need to get wet..! haha!yanying need to rush for her work after she repair her phone so she take bus go work..so left yvonne n i,we went to far east plaze 4 shopping..haizz went there saw the fashion clothes or dress so nice n styple but only good figure n slim ppl can wear cox suit them the best!! no for me this type of ppl..haixx for me nt need to describe cox i am very fat n ungly..saw e fashion clothes very heartbroken so ask yvonne go out liao dun want c anymore..cox i am getting sader n more sader..haizz!!sorry von..!! actually want pei u go shopping happily inside far east plaze de but saw the clothes very heartbroken..!!u also know hw i look lor von!!we went takashimaya to shop n saw a toy sales so we there c!!haha!!n we went breadtalk to chit-chat n rest cox my legs very tired..!! :)then we went home liao!!zzz!! go home bath after that call...!!sianzz la me already noe everythings liao y still gt the mood to call la..ppl around me already very ngry abt ..n stress abt me liao..yet me still call him for wat..cant i feel anythings around on wat going on mah??..haixx *cry*
*cry*
*sob*
but cannot escape for reality dun take things for granter it is nt worthy..
silly of me cant bring myself to hate or dun ever tok or sms..i just follow my heart to find my direction..i am on my own to build my future or miracle??or finding my fairy to guild me alone..natural park has given me the power 2 guild me the way..no fear in life..should be confident in yrself dun think that u r a failure n u r continue to be like a failure..u will nv noe u will sucess unless u got try n put in yr best effort on everythings u do..if u still gt a chance or else u will regret..regret will be too late..but no matter wat happened just remember that ppl around u may give u the best support or courage in everythings u do..so just be happy n be yrself.. :) think carefully n figure our preoblem n solution when u make a mistake..dun just blame yrself..u may learn from yr mistake..
so good yst gt the courage to walk the direction where i want to go!! i did it n really did it!!
刚好我们拥有彼此寻找的好
可惜不太凑巧在错的时候情路上遇到
若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬
不然我决不肯这样眼睁睁看你重回她怀抱
嘴角勉强撑起了笑也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲
因为你说说到做到提得起放得下才有男人的味道
我不是不知道没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
就算是我傻得可笑失去当成得到只要能够对你好
我都会做到
你是否懂我的感受
说走却舍不得掉头
我不该爱得太绝
让你我如此难过
为何我爱的一切没有结果
I love myself 
2:20 AM
2:20 AM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
2day,yvonne was sick so nv come school,heard her say is her stead sick den pass to her de..lesson for today quite free but sianxx!! feel like sleepy n wait until school hours to finish..den somemore teacher like to be late..haix can anyone tell me the feeling of love or in love with someone?someone who got experience in love or some kind of profession?? is this a life challenge 4 me?? acting a fool of being myself?? haixx!!after hearing the news dunno is truth or false n u dun have the courage to go find out from the owner or find the answer on yr own..wat should u do ? i feel so lost in the world of love n nv expect myself to fell on him a bit after things going on is so confusing..is just like this world going to turn up n down..everydays got to face him lei no ways to escape it but the only way is avoid..that my opinion..!!No matter wat just be yrself..!today i went to somewhere which look like a maze but there are many direction for u to choose where u r going!! i feel lost cox i nv come to that place b4 and dunno which way to go..!! there are top right corner,top left corner,straight line which are below or above the pond n is deep inside..but dunno what inside..for me i am nt so brave to choose the way i want to go..!!i really dunno how..feel lost..!! sianxx la!!
I love myself
3:09 AM
3:09 AM
